whereas I throw myself back down from that throne with random moments.
I'm indecisive, this I've accepted. But I wish for a balance, something that can keep me from feeling too good or too badly of myself.
I want someone or something that can keep me on my feet rather than flowing freely or dragging away.
Will that ever be possible? I suppose that is something I too would have to contribute by letting my guard down and letting people get closer to me, first.
This mini post sure is redundant.